Dedication or compulsion?

Yesterday I got off work having already made arrangements to ride @ my super secret indoor spot. When I got off the snow had already started to come down in large quantities. As I arrived @ my house I began to ask myself if it was really a good idea to drive on the roads like they were. I decided that I really had to go ride, because I'd been planning on it all day. If I did not go I would not have been able to stand myself. So I went, and I rode my ass off. I had one of the single best sessions I've had all winter so far. As I arrived home I began to wonder if I really would have the chance to prepare for this upcoming contest. And then all @ once my compulsive side says " I'll see to it!" Always remember to believe in yourself. It'll take you a long way. L8r, Joe